Late, by myself, in the boat of myself,
no light and no land anywhere,
cloudcover thick. I try to stay
just above the surface, yet I'm already under
and living within the ocean.
There is a light seed grain inside.
You fill it with yourself, or it dies.
I'm caught in this curling energy! Your hair!
Whoever's calm and sensible is insane!
Do you think I know what I'm doing?
That for one breath or half-breath I belong to myself?
As much as a pen knows what it's writing,
or the ball can guess where it's going next.